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I have always been interested in Lent.  It is not something that I have ever observed before.  Upon doing some reading I realized that it is not all about giving up food, fasting and/or stopping a specific behavior (smoking, drinking, gambling, etc.).  It can also be about adding things to your life.  Things like journaling, solitude time with God, prayer, volunteering, any number of things.

To me Lent will be about being more conscious of my relationship with God.  I am going to use this time to celebrate in the sadness of the time leading up to Easter.  “In the Orthodox Church, Lent is called the season of Bright Sadness, because it is a time of both celebration and mourning.”*

Easter is my holiday.  More than Christmas, Thanksgiving and any of the others combined.  It isn’t about the Bunny or the Chocolate.  It isn’t about the baskets of goodies or the pretty new dresses.  It isn’t even about the church building.  It is about celebrating the most amazingly precious Gift that I have ever received.  It is about a Gift that rose from the grave after enduring the most painful of deaths.  A death that was suppose to be mine.  It is All about Jesus and His love for me.

When I consider the Joy of the Resurrection, how can I not think about the 40 days of temptation that Jesus endured.  Or the painful events of not only being betrayed by a “friend” but being tortured for my sins.

Here are a couple of links that offer some information and devotions regarding Lent.

Bright Sadness by David Maddalena *Quoted from this Source
66 Love Letters by Dr. Crabb

Whether you observe Lent or not. I pray that your relationship with our Loving Heavenly Father grows during this time. Also consider this scripture if you chose to fast. I am so looking forward to having a secret with God. For he is the only one that will know if I am fasting or adding….

16 “And when you fast, don’t make it obvious, as the hypocrites do, for they try to look miserable and disheveled so people will admire them for their fasting. I tell you the truth, that is the only reward they will ever get. 17 But when you fast, comb your hair and wash your face. 18 Then no one will notice that you are fasting, except your Father, who knows what you do in private. And your Father, who sees everything, will reward you. -Matthew 6:16-19 NLT

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As 2009 comes to a close I have decided to look back on it. So much has happened this last year. So many little events have occurred that made up the days of 2009. There have been some big events as well. Some of the memories are funny, happy, exciting and sad, melancholy, thoughtful times. I have come to realize some things about myself, both good and bad. I have also removed some people off of the pedestals I built and set them on.

I have decided to make a list of 9 things from 2009…..

1. Both of my Children were Baptized. I can die a Happy Mom now….You moms know what I am saying.

2. I got to see the wonder on my Children’s faces when we took a vacation to Hawaii. I am just not sure how you can’t believe in God when you see the beauty.

3. We lost Mel. My father in law was called home to Jesus. He is frolicking with my mother in law now. Pain-free, healthy, whole.

4. I realized a big family doesn’t mean a close family. It has been sad to see the way Craig’s siblings handled the death of their father.

5. Hope graduated Junior High and started High School. She is doing great.

6. Ryan became Home Schooled. What a change in his self esteem and respect to us.

7. I came within 2 pounds of my goal weight. I have successfully put most of it back on again. I wish I could say I was sad but I really learned alot about myself. This kind of goes with the comment about pedestals.

8. I attended a Beth Moore Conference and Women of Faith! God is so Good!!

9. I was Baptized. I had been as a baby but never as an adult. Pastor Bill said that it was great that our parents made that decision for us. Maybe it was time for us to stand up for ourselves.

I got to meet some new friends. Hear some new sermons. Travel to Oklahoma again. I have done some Bible studies. I have laughed and cried. I had some dreams fulfilled. I have had some questions answered. Most of all I have been loved.

I can’t wait to see what 2010 has for me.

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I spent a big chuck of the day in your word, Lord.
It removed the Darkness.
It replaced it with tiredness.
Tiredness from the battle.

I am figuring out that if I stay with you, Lord.
That the struggles are easier or non-existent.
If I read your word, the enemy won’t to get me,
If put you first, there will be no Foothold for him.

Lord, continue to show me your will.
Continue to work with me, on me.
Please don’t let me wiggle away from you.

Thank You for your Love, Lord!
Thank You for not leaving me Alone!
Thank You for letting me know that I matter!!
Amen

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The road to perfection is always under construction…..
-Unknown Author

Is Perfection Obtainable??
If it is, Is it something that we want to Reach?

I think that I would prefer to walk the Road of Continued Growth.
The Road that brings me closer to God.
The Road of Discovery.
The Road of Trials and Hardships that Strengthen Me in Christ.
The Road that Leads to Freedom, Love and Eternal Life.

Which road do you want to continue paying for the construction of??

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Can you Turn Down the Sound?
Can you Quiet the Busyness?
Can you Hear the Sound of Silence?

It isn’t Silence…
It is Stillness…
That is where He is…
He really is there….

He is just waiting for you to Hear the Sound…
The Sound of His Whisper.

His Power is Great!
He wants us to put him First!
But He isn’t going to Beg.

When was the last time you heard
…His Whisper?
…His Direction?
…His Desire?
for You, His Beloved Child?

It is so much more then “Be Still and Know I am God!”
It is more about having
PEACE in your Relationship
with the one that Loves you the Most.

Do You Hear the Stillness?

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