It has been two months since I have posted.
Does everything ever just go black in your life?
Do you ever wonder “Why Bother”?
Well that is exactly what happened to me about two months ago. I just woke up and felt broken. I wish I could say that there was just one major event that caused the darkness. I wish that I could blow it off like it was nothing. I can’t….It was and is something. It is God telling me to STOP! It is God telling me to LET GO and LET HIM. It is God telling me to REST IN HIM.
I have been. I will continue to.
My pastor did a series last year called Can You Feel It?
I revisited a message he did on Depression. He said that…..
“Depression is God’s Gift to you,
to buy time to enable your
soul to heal.” -Bill Giovannetti
I have accepted that gift and God is working on healing my soul.
I haven’t been posting as often as well, and I realized that I just need to let it go. If I blog, I blog…. If I don’t, I don’t. Hope you find your Rest in Him!!!
Theresa good to see you back online friend. Two months is a long time for life to go black. I am sorry to read you went through such a dark period, but glad to read your soul is healing.
Depression means losing hope. Focusing on your faith, and the promise of a better future it brings, will give you your hope back.
Theresa, those words of your pastor …“Depression is God’s Gift to you, to buy time to enable your soul to heal.” -Bill Giovannetti. Wow! I will have to quote him on that – I know plenty of people who need to hear that.
Sorry to hear you are going through a black time. I’ve missed you! I’ll be praying for you.
Sorry to hear you had been so down
– I aint blobbed for yonks either, but I thought, dam how Ive missed blobbing and everyone, so I twaddled last week….
x