There is a Feeling inside…Of Contentment, Of Rest, Of Peace.
There is a Feeling inside…Of Strength, Of Desire, of Wonder.
There is a Feeling inside…Of Bonds Being Broken, Of Hurts Being Healed, Of Getting to the Other Side.
It is so difficult to explain…It’s impossible to explain. I just know that the Lord loves me….That is the Best Feeling Inside of them All. Embrace the Faith Tests, It is Worth it.
For you know that when your Faith is tested,
Your Endurance has a chance to Grow.–James 1:3
I find it so hard to share my feelings anymore. Real Genuine Feelings.
It is so very strange to have a desire to write….blog….express feelings, and not be able too. To be unable to find my voice, to live up to the joy, hope and depth of others.
How can you feel blessed and selfish about the same things? How can I continually ask WHY but never be willing to listen to the answer?
When is it ok to just be sad?
Disappointed?
Discouraged?
Am I even allowed to be these things and still call myself a Believer in Christ? Can I feel these feelings and still have Faith?
I’m asking for and will take any words of wisdom out there.
I would love to call her a close friend. I wish I was as close to her as others. I sent her letters and received art from her. I would get encouraging comments. I would send them back. I have a “George” in my garage just waiting for me. She told me to wait as long as possible to pull him out.
I will miss Sara in a special way that others may not understand. Tonight my heart aches, my thoughts are envious of her meeting our Divine Savior. But I remember more than anything her love for our Lord.
Her Art to me reads:
“No Moment from my God is a rock of Burden;
It’s just a Rock waiting to be
broken apart into Stepping Stones”
I am Choosing Joy…I am believing the best is yet to come.
“You will show me the way of Life,
granting me the JOY of your presense
and the pleasure of living with you FOREVER!!”
-Psalm 16:11
Name: Theresa
